Is it "HI" means "GOODBYE"

9 days more to go and im still here standing still waiting for something where not sure. But me my self will know already that something that i'm waiting for is not for me and everything is clear already but still i don't want to believe it. How stupid am I. After spent 3 years together we are still far away from each other even we a just in front and still i cannot reach him. All the way i just pretend that i have no feeling any more with him but actually i'm still the same who are stupidly waiting and waiting that some days he will ask my love but it's IMPOSSIBLE and will never happen. I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE MMB............

hilang!!!!!!

After the VVIP list was missing yesterday, today my pen drive was missing also. How poor am i. Both are too important to me. The VVIP list i have 2 use it this Wednesday for our farewell party but thanx god my friend have a soft copy for that. But how about my pen drive!!!!!. all the important thing was inside especially the top secret one....OMG... dunno what should I do this moment..... SSomebody help me please.....

I used to be waiting......

the love i' ve been dreaming off is all so close to me but all i can do is just watching you without words.in this city of strangers i lived day by day painting love waiting and hoping that you'll be herewith the scene of daisies it is too late.but now i finally recognize you but maybe we are not meant to be i never wanted to let this love fly away.but i am sorry i have to leave with you still breathing here every day in the same time you always near by me only i didn't recognize stupidly and you passed through me.it is too late but now i finally recognize you but may be we are no meant to be....."I USED TO BE WAITING........"

Kadang ada jg rasa menyesal dengan apa yg telah sy buat ni.

Its all about one condition that i create by my self. The condition just simple but its make me become much worse n worse day by day.

"Please do not talk 2 me and just ignore me"

That is the condition that i make. He still stand with that condition till today.I miss him so much even he just in front of me but to hold  him its too far for me to catch it.

Day by day i look upon him and keep asking myself why im falling in love with him...huhhhhhh

By the way that all for today n see u in other page.